There is a real possibility that I never would have existed outside the womb. My birth mother had scheduled an abortion, but grace intervened, and she placed me for adoption instead.
When I first felt the call to the priesthood many years later, it seemed to come out of nowhere. Growing up, I thought about being a baseball player, a doctor, a game show host. But a priest? Never.
Now I can see that the Lord was preparing me for this vocation from the very beginning. My parents adopted me and planted the first seeds of faith; the witness of good priests, religious sisters and lay teachers sowed countless more. When I started to pray in a more intimate way as a college student, those seeds sprouted; Jesus drew me into his heart and led me to the seminary.
Seeds can lay dormant and unseen for a long time, yet Jesus is always at work in our lives. I am humbled and grateful that he has chosen to share his priesthood with me.
Father Ryan Kaup
Diocese of Lincoln
Father Joseph Vanderheiden Council 3152
Nebraska City, Neb.








