I’ll never forget the first time I saw a nun. I was 5 years old, and my family had gone to a convent for Mass. Seeing a woman in a habit, I asked, “Mama, why is she wearing those clothes?” Her reply captivated me: “She’s married to Jesus.” I thought, “I want to marry Jesus, too.” Christ was my first love, and I’ve never gotten over him.
Growing up in Catholic school, I struggled with academic and social pressures like any girl, but the desire to radically serve Christ kept burning within me. The idea that he could be calling me to be his bride was exciting. Continuing to discern in college, I was open to marriage, but I felt that I had too much love to give to one family. I wanted to be a spiritual mother and adopt the world.
My decision to follow Christ came in adoration. After an hour of silence, I heard him say, “Be crucified with me.” I knew he was asking me to give my life to him completely. My greatest joy was returning to my first love.
Sister Mary Gianna Casino
Leaven of the Immaculate Heart of Mary
Hanceville, Alabama








